回家

夜色茫茫
搀着手，一起回家
背着
街坊，澄灯，车辆
淡化
淡化于潺潺细雨后
熟悉 亲切的
空气

多少年
故里，不变：
燕儿春归巢
菊儿秋盛装
冬日江水
雾浮
东逝水面上
四季
多少情景
一个家乡

夜色茫茫
肩并肩，一同回家
迎对
四十九号楼前 门旁的铁丝窗
香浓
香浓的饭菜味
厨房里
煎 炒 蒸 烧
叮 叮 咚 咚
动听，悦耳

家
游子
向往的地方
寻根者
爱恋的地方
没有厌倦
亦无陌生感，不管
隔了几代千秋
门前的小走廊
夕阳 点缀中
仍一样

夜色茫茫
影叠影，一道回家
就算
云游五湖四海
走遍亚美欧澳
日落时，
依旧
要搭上六点钟那趟公交车
赶着回家
Blogged @ 12:50 PM
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Lately my life has been a great, orderly mess.

Orderly, because I seem to be coping with everything and solving all the problems thanks to god's help and my own plannings, messy because so many problems keep cropping up, ranging from having a tough time friends and wrestling with the urge to slack to catch up with some knowledge that I am lagging behind in. I feel that I have so many things to do but I just can't find the key to start my engine; I lost my key but I am still rolling foeward in a very letargic way..I shoul find myself some motivation and activate my mugging abilities with greater zeal...

Anyways JC life has been wonderful.I am truly grateful of being in the arts stream...due to my more-friendly attitude towards those subjects as compared to Maths and sicnece, and the relatively more relaxing timetable I have, I actually get to enjoy my school life alot more. =] Sighs, but I really need to instill more quality to my homework time or I will fall painfully to the ground sometime..>.<

On a more romantic note, how does it feel to be in love? The sweet feeling that you experience after your cursh made an attempt to recognise your efforts to make her happy? The generous and kindly attitude you start to develop towards people around you? I always considered my love life a distant affair, and sometimes believed that nobody would be willing to enter my life, my world and share with me my pains and troubles...everyone has a bright side they show to their friends, but in their own world, only who they most love and whom loved them the most can enter and make each person truly content...

I will be natural and let fate guide me to my own path
Blogged @ 8:53 PM
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以前看过一部中国人画的动漫，题目是，“我为歌狂”
虽然不是什么巨作，但里面有这样一首歌我特别喜欢：

淅沥的雨思
像那六弦琴
它叮叮咚咚
是那么动听
斑驳的树影
像梦的森林
引领我走进
五彩的神秘
满天的繁星
掩藏我点点的密秘
夏日的蝉鸣
鸣唱我对未来的希冀
dream dream
everyday has a dream has a dream
总觉得
有梦好甜蜜

想祖国的时候我就会想起这首歌 =]
Blogged @ 5:11 PM
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I think I have taken to writing my own little tunes lately...seems to me that since the start of my JC life, my emotions are kept in check n balanced out, even though my days are more hectic than usual, thanks to my flow of expressions through writing.

Tried to read Beloved yesterday. I hope my form of English has not been affected by the book, cause I really could not appreciate the intentions of the writer. Sometimes I wonder as a Chinese from China, is my English proficient enough? Natural enough? Or do I sound still like a foreigner when I speak or write to my friends? I took pride in being able to speak better and write better in both languages and arrange and play around with them with better ease than a good number of my counter parts, but sometimes I just feel so...weak when I come into contact with the great writers of our times, or sometimes just my English-speaking friends who really breathe English like air. I think I should do something about further improving my languages..
Blogged @ 11:13 AM
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Lately I have been falling in love...with the song 最浪漫的事 HAHA, yes the song...or is it?

Huang Cheng has ended yesterday, and it's people celebrated with joy after their 3 months of hard-work. Different people harbor different opinions, and I think that for a student production, they should keep the script a student-realted one. Not that we have to talk about studies, life-long goals and moral-perfect characters, but 什么人知什么事，什么人更演得出自己的事。

So I quite appreciated the last play where they used a toy to express their views about the human world, the human world filled with all inds of emotions from a student's point of view, I think...the other two plays are no bad, but I can't seem to understand why the actors have to scream their lyrics out. A lesson I have just learnt too, that a good performer, not just in drama but everything else draws the emotions from people, not scream their own out...some mistake I have been making until this year February...and loads of other people make too it seems...

Anyways if the person I wrote my letter to is reading this post now, sorry for not uploading my song. >.< I spend 1 hours but couldnt find a effective means to upload it..sry for being a dumbie.
Blogged @ 8:17 PM
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I have just realised CLEARLY the actual use of blogs.

On the surface, nobody can disagree that blogs are internet diaries where people leave the imprints of their lives on the virtual world. However, deep down, I have just realized that the blog is a medium for people to udnerstand me better, for my emotions to be ironed out and kept in check, and convey messages that reality doesnt allow me to.

Maybe the blog is a good thing to me after all.

These few days I felt alittle unhappy cause of certain events some friends and I have experienced in school. Our teachers mentioned to us that schools are microcausm (forgive my spelling if it's wrong) of the society, which means it reflects the actual world out there, but on a smaller scale. If that's the case, the the world out there must be pretty terrible, cause I am baffled by the fact that in times when opporunities come, people with no whatsoever need, requirement or capacity to handle and accept them get the chance, whilst other people who might have worked hard missed it, and recevies a fall flat on their face. I shall keep it vague, as I must avoid stabbing other people behind their backs, unlike some chairmans and clubs/societies in our wonderful, perfect little world...

Oh yea, I have always written poems when I leave some emo imprints here, but today I left my work on my class blog =] 08a11.blogspot.com
Blogged @ 11:12 PM
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终于进决赛了！

经过了两个礼拜的努力，终于如愿以偿，顺顺利利的进入了决赛。说来也挺危险的，因为要让我们华初在六位决赛选手的资格中占住其中的两位是要我们在初赛中脱颖而出，不折不扣地领先。还好上帝保佑，让我发挥正常=].接下来要更加努力了...决赛中还抽到了第一位。哈哈

Left one week of school to go before school holiday starts. Sinking into this slakish holiday mood again where I can pass the day without sressing myself up. People say my brain spins too fast, and I give myself too much trouble and thoughts. Maybe I will just slow down and do things one by one. After all, I am not that able to solve multiple problems in one go. I hope I can make use of the March holidays to do some catching up in my studies to make up for my slack time...Monday will welcome us with a GP test and a CLL test later...X.X
Blogged @ 11:30 PM
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