Two Paus changed my life. Was originally planning to finish my blocks properly like all other blocks.

Now it's impossible. Last night and today was pretty hellish.

Feeling better now; thanks to you all people who cared for me in one way or another!

One of my all time favorite songs:

Blogged @ 10:47 PM
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20 hours and 23 minutes left, and I am here blogging XD HAHA. Maybe I should declre a summary of my June Hols, since today's the last day.

I remember at the start of June hols my senior told me time flies, and before he knew it it's September. I thought it was quite true but exaggerated.

I'll think again -.-, cause my first day of June Hols and my slacking around and spamming SL meetings in the night in the first week's still pretty clear to me, and now it's OVER. Woo; June hols are over. On one hand, I feel sad, as there's no more waking up at the time you like (though I woke up quite early for some days ^^) go to the reading room, camp down there say hi to random and nice and cute ppl =P and mug mug mug mug until your head's bursting; or having group lunches and decide whether to go Coro or Golden Rooster or Prince or Coro or Golden Rooster or Prince... or Chicken Rice; or playing basketball (YAY) until I literally felt like I climbed out of a pool (My shooting improved! =P though still sucks HAHA), or hanging out at night in the school singing at the top of our lungs sometimes and singing my heart out.

Holidays are fun, and my mugging has been an epic fail LOL. I finished the whole of CLL on Friday, ending with 药, and thinking to myself happily that I can finally give this **** thing a break and mug it before the actual test before I realized that the ACTUAL TEST is on the coming Monday -.- Wadde hell, Two weeks of CLL and I can't stop for even a few days' break. Now I am reading 雪山飞狐 again -.-, and Sun keeps telling me how weird it is for MOE to use this text as a learning tool. YEA I KNOW I KNOW BUT THEY CHOSE THIS TEXT WHAT CAN I DO. At least it's better than those Secondary school stuff. That reminds me that Primary School Chinese texts are horrible lol. Never Mind. SEA history is basically unrevised, apart from a few model essays and essay plans I read up (But I looked into the way of answering SEA Hist qns, and I think they are different, as in way diffferent from answering International History ones, so maybe I'll see a change in my results this time) International History's mugged, but that's because during Term 2 I somehow chewed through all the notes, and spend one WHOLE AFTERNOON during the hols reading through the 40 pages of Collective Security. Until now I still wonder how did I manage to do that. I think I mugged more hours this few weeks than all my JC 1 life put together lol. Maths only did some test papers, but Sun Shuo's really helpful and improved my maths concept by alot, as in ALOT. Input Output HAHA, thanks again dude. Err I won't talk about CSC and E-lit, =S, they're kinda forsaken now oops.

So overall I failed lol, but still I felt satisfied, since I tried pretty hard. I think it's impssible for me to try my best, as I think my weaknesses as a human will surely make me flounder (did I spell it correctly?), but I believe in trying HARD so you won't leave much regrets later.

On the other hand, I am waiting for school to restart. Just seeing tons of friends and people and seeing everyone bustling around is wonderful. But this has to wait till apocalypse's over, er I mean block's over.

昨天半夜玩了一会儿【仙剑奇侠传四】。里面的男主角云天河和慕容紫英再某个时候吵了架，天河找玄霄大哥赐教，玄霄说，人生因七情六欲，与他人发生争执和不满在所难免，但只要还活在世上就有重新和好的机会，总比在重修关系前另一方离开人世强得多了。

是啊，若我们不肯放下心中的怨气，最后后悔的很有可能是我们自己。

而最大的情怀，或许就是爱一个人不求回报，只要它能愉快吧！

19 hours, 57 minutes left. Cya all tmr.
Blogged @ 11:37 AM
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Was reading through my Childhood diary a week ago. From the Diary it seems like my life was perfect haha, even the simplest things like a good lunch and playing catching with my friends light up my day.

Why isn't it the same now?

As we grew up, it seems that troubles grew and grew. Or is it? Tests are around the corner all the time, some teacher scolded you for no reason, some friend did something that made you unhappy, you try to do something but keep failing, or simply you get hurt somewhere deep inside, for no reason. Do woes grow together with Knowledge and Understanding?

Maybe it's not. Maybe it's just that as we knew more, we see the world in a different way, or our desires grew in a different way, or people FORCE us to see the world in a different way. It's easier to forget happy moments than sad ones eh? But if we stop and think, we slow down and see the world more slowly, maybe we might just find our own piece of sky.

Our day could be pretty happy if we change our attitude. Embrace the bad stuff, then let little things like a laughter with your friends and loved ones stay forever. It's difficult to be an Angel, but we could try, we could try.

We should try.

Wanna post an old song haha, it's nice nice nice.


只要你能，愉快 =]
Blogged @ 10:07 PM
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One week left to Blocks II.

Still got quite some stuff haven't mug yet.

Argh.

Went to K. With LiHe, Xia Yang and SSfei81 yesterday. It was FUN haha. We sang till 6pm from 1pm. Actually we wanted to start @ 10+am -.- But I didn't know Party World won't be open until 1pm, so we went to Taman Jurong for a little stroll under the Equatorial Sun... GREAT.

Then we took Taxi to Orchard and ate lunch before seeing it's 1pm and we became the first customers for the shop haha. The place seems renovated and kewl. But the MVs are HORRIBLE of the few songs we chose only Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne had the actual MV. The rest were scenery shots FROM THE 80s; The number of songs for English and Korean language are pathetic =(, to me at least. NO DBSK AND NO TAYLOR SWIFT!!!! Not even a single song. #(%*&#$)(*$)*!!!*Y@*.. haha

Anyways we had fun. =3.

Today was somemore muggging in school but we're all quite tired. Didnt mug much. =X. But Saturdays are relatively more quiet since fewer students come to school. Yay tmr can go to Church and play some drums. Finally saw Nat online! ZzZZZZzz

Didnt post this song before; it's nice haha.

Blogged @ 9:55 PM
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A big thank you to EVERYONE and ANYONE that reads my blog!!

Don't how many people read it, but I really appreciate when anyone of your says, "Hey JD, I read your blog xxxx and..." =].

Think I finally found back my own like last year after July. Teehee. It's time ^.^.

Thus am in good mood naw, and was talking to Wen Jia about pretty, cute..

Got a conclusion! Since nobody's perfect, let's just look at the best side of everyone =D. Most people have their damn beautiful sides, like how someone can be so attractive in some circumstances, how someone can be so funny or cool even though you really dislike some of the things she/he does...

Imperfectly Perfect.
Blogged @ 10:15 PM
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Ack. Slept from 7+ till 9+ today. Was SO DARN TIRED. Don't know why. Maybe it's my late night sessions XD.

Just admire this person who can always sleep late but act like nothing has happened the next day lol.

My whole body feels weary eek. Today was somewhat productive. And stressful. Some people just have to be mean and insist on doing what they want. ZzZzZZ

My savior place: Reading Room lols. When tons of people are mugging tgt it FEELS GOOD.

Nothing much to say actually, think my brain's shutting down. TTyl folks, hope you all liked my Secret Sonata. Wanted to give it to someone but maybe next time bah.

Oh yea people if you all can't find me in Reading MAYBE I am in the hall playing my head off on the Old Piano. XD. It's a damn nice way of venting emotions.=PP
Blogged @ 10:35 PM
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Yay! =]

Finally finished/scraped through and completed "Secret Sonata" =DDDDD. Lumped three sonsgs from Jay Chou's music in and tweaked it in my own way teehee.

Hope you all like it.

Anything wrong PM me.

I think some of you can only see a thirty seconds music clip so if you wanna hear the whole thing click the link below the player that says Secret Sonata =].

Blogged @ 10:21 PM
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The World is full of Selfish people, full of Venomous ones, and full of nasty things. Everyone's bound to curse or hate someone else. It's scary to realize that I am also involved in this "Jungle".

But there's a difference. Someone told me last night that Ellinia Forest is right beside you. Just have to find those moments of happiness and love. As simple as a laugh. =]

Or the moment that our eyes met.

Think I'll look back next time and realize that I am an idiot, hehs. But to me now it's just sad. I fail. >.<

We could be chatting about alot of common things, but maybe we're just not meant to be.

Well everyone, let's just be alittle bit more generous to each other's flaws since no one's an exception. Kinda makes everyone's lives easier. Yea?

To end, am fascinated with the tune and beat of Fearless


Cause I don't know how it gets better than this;
You took my hand and drag me head-first, fearless.
And, I don't know why but with you I'd dance
In the storm in my best dress,
Fearless.

Hopelessly Romantic teehee. =3 It's sth to look forward to.
Blogged @ 10:48 PM
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Cause it rains in your bedroom when everything's wrong, it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone~~

Was sunburnt yesterday due to Basketball in the morning and Tennis in the afternoon, in an attempt to have fun and lose some weight XD. Played with our Tennis Rec. Chairman!! Chairman VS Vice haha lost 7-5. The match was damn long. My backhand sux =S lol.

Had NS Medical Checkup on Monday. I think this incident's gonna be quite long haha;

Met up with Melvin and Xia Yang @ Redhill MRT @ around 11.30? Went for lunch at some hawker centre nearby. The food was horrible X.X Just returned Melvin 2 bucks and realized that I forgot to bring $$ out so borrowed the 2 bucks back from him HAHA.

Then we tried to look for the Central Manpower Centre? Something along that line. Walked out of the hawker centre, walked abit then realized we're lost, and Xia Yang tried to ask an uncle but was rejected rudely (@#*&^@#%@^#%&@# LOUSY ATTITUDE!!!) Whilst a dozen empty taxis went by lol. After awhile we just cabbed there cause we're gonna be late if we try to walk and we don't really know the way (That place was frigging ulu)

Went in, and the counter told us to lock away our handphones in specialized smallish lockers passsed through security before that. (There we go, out of contact with the world). And then we were welcomed with this gantry where personnel tapped their crads to go in. We were abit confused on how to enter cause all the counter did was gave us a sticker. o.0 Xia Yang treid by tapping his IC on the sensor HAHAHAHAHAHA XD sry!!! But it WAS funny. In the end we asked and there was an open path right beside those gantries, *hidden well by the SAF's camouflage unit.*

I think we wasted alot of time that afternoon.

We went into the compound and walked to the wrong block, before coming out again and looking for the right building. On our way to the building we saw guys walking out all looking VERY GLUM, with sitckers..oops I mean plasters on their arms. Lol.

We moved in and took our pictures by wearing army uniforms to create our NSR ID? There was this super strict rule where we had to have our hair above our foreheads and ears and everything. So the guy used water and miracoulously changed my hairstyle dramatically within 3 seconds >.< BEt my picture looks fugly. Then we WAITED. Cause Xia Yang skipped the online filling up of particulars and he had to be sized and asked all sorts of questions.

Next we went into this area where there are rooms with different numbers and first up is the one named LAB. Urine Test and Blood drawing. We were first given cups...never mind. After the urine test we waited for our turn to be murdered..I mean sucked by a syringe.

AND THEN SOMETHING ________________ HAPPENED.

The guy in front of us was very skinny and extremely nervous. We tilted our heads in three angles and watched the nurse thrust the needle into him and we waited...and waited...and waited...and waited...and...waited.

It took at least a minute, then the guy was given a BIG pack of ice cubes to put on his arm, and his arm was totally swollen at the joints. o.0. Wdheck lol, it was pretty scary. Then we went in and the nurse pulled out this IRON NEEDLE. No kidding lol is was damn thick for a needle, and it looked more like a small iron tube. the funny thing is the hurting only started AFTER the injection.

Xia Yang was drawn four tubes of blood instead of one cause he needs to do some extra test XDDDDD Poor bloke.

AND THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE PROCESS from the MRt station, Melvin was repeating this new catch phrase of his: "Pzt...AAArrrghhhh" In an attempt to try to "calm" us down. Sanks, Melbin.

Then we had eye checks, dental checks, chest scans where we stood half naked in front of some big machine and this guy with a really high pitched voice telling me to breath in.

Then we went into this room where we were pinned down by a bar and 5 sucktion cups to test our heartbeat. It was horrible lol. Melvin's got a really big bruise on the side by one of those cups. Then height weight test, blood pressure.. HAHA oh yea

The guy asked us "So do you smoke?"

"Nope but we do during exams."

Then...skip. Then we did the Phycomatric Test. (Sry if I splet wrongly)

If everything above wasn't enough to give us a glum face, the test surely did.

It's like an IQ and ability test, onl that is has N number of sections (N>20) and each section is at least 10 mins. WDHECK. No wonder the seniors said they were braindead after they finished the checkup.

We ended at 6pm LOL XD Went to Dhoby Ghaut and ate "Just Acia"? and gorged ourselves silly on the freeflow of ice-creams by making floats n stuff.

^^.

Today in school was nice. Managed to mug abit. Afternoon made a small trip to Tan Tock Seng Hospital to see Emiline and Si Cheng.

Guess fate is just bullying me. The more you try to escape something, the more you see it. But I know I am lying to my heart, although I think my heart is not right.

Or is it?

Was listening to Taylor's songs and this song popped up because of it's lyrics. Read a part of them somewhere before.



Cause it rains in your bedroom when everything's wrong, it rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone~~Forever and Always.

Was chatting to someone and he said who and who and who and who are so mean, so bad, so whatever, and I was taking that time to reflect on myself.

Hehs, I must've been an idiot unknowingly. Everyone's got their flaws, and most people have enemies. I think the difference between people who're more popular and less are whether they realize their flaws and whether they're willing to admit their weaknesses and change and accept the flaws of other people ^^. Something someone defintely lacks. =( But we can't judge much.

So sorry to anyone I've offended over the past week.

OH YEA THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO READ MY BLOG. =]]]
Blogged @ 9:28 PM
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Have you encountered such a thing, like you heard a nice song, and you keep hearing it no matter where you go?

Countless times in school at countless hours, and no matter which part of Singapore I go I'll tio it =(. Was at Mambo today and halfway through the cue balls came a line "We were both young when I first saw you.." Sighs. Just can't stop hearing her songs. The most exotic position was still in Kallang Industrial Park yea haha.

Can't think about this kind of things since Block Test II is coming up >.< Then Prelims then A levels!!!!! Feel the rush now lolx, sorry abit late, dreamt too much haha. Shit just realized I still wenta play pool GOSH. Was on the way back home with Sun Shuo and we were walking down the Bus (me infront and him behind) and found two seats. Since he's alighting he said

"Let me in first =D"

So I walked alittle forward and let him get into the inner seat first, and before I could even turn around, I heard a rush of air, and loud CRACK, and a loud "OW"

Somebody in a rush decided to test out the sturdiness of the chairs on the SMRT bus number 67. Haha. Now somebody's going to have a big bruise on his knee for the next week. XD Sorry Sun.

Hope this year will end soon x.x, sighs. Hope I get distracted soon too.

Below are tribute to TS!! ^^ Three of my favorite songs, thanks to MTV (Was slouching on my nice sofa @ home when I heard her songs)

Love Story


Teardrops on my Guitar


Finally You Belong With Me ^^


One Day. One Day,
Shall wait for it.
Blogged @ 11:11 PM
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Thanks Edward !

These week is hectic o.0 Woots. Some things I just can't blog here, too sensitive and secretive haha.

But others...

Yesterday went to Library to mug and was reading through my SAT II International History... Gawd how to remember all the names?! And then my friends decided to participate in a quiz. We'll choose a question n see who can get it right, or guess it right in most cases. One question was "Who was the major force in opposing the soviets during the Afghanistan war?"

There were 4 choices and we were deciding on which to choose when Sun Shuo gleefully said "TALIBAN!!!!" XD Haha isn't Mujahideen the force during that time? Then the rest of us chose USA.

And yea, the asnwer is Taliban. -.- It's the follow-up of Mujs and SAT actually placed it of greater importance than USA's efforts. Wow.

Today was basically "wasted" =X by 5 hours of CLL paper checking zZzZzZ actually 4 for some of us before we went to IC for Desserts (did i spell this correctly?) and found josmurf and co there. Then Edward came and we whacked out the 80 bucks on tons of sweet stuff haha XD. Gald I don't grow fat at all no matter what I eat XD.


Didn't like his face though.



Was going home after Sakura Dinner ^^ then heard Wank Jia's favorite song on Radio. Haiz. Wonder where are you now and what you're doing, who you're laughing with, who you're talking to..
Blogged @ 12:35 AM
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