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Friday, July 31, 2009

如果你读到这里的话,请注意

这个博客的主人是世界上最大的猪头。

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Saturday, July 25, 2009

Was reading people's blocks.. I mean blogs >.< and saw that most of them are Hapy, High, in a good mood. Maybe the Solar Ecliypse may have some effect on Earth, cause these few days almost EVERYONE around me is in a good mood. And that includes me haha.

Finally finished my CSC LunWen on a Thursday night and felt really light, cause this has been bugging me for MONTHS. Phew. Some people have been really nice to me these few days ^^. Had send-ff party for Kai Yuan last night, and Church Worship practise this morning. DARN TIRED. tried to mug but came home at around 3 and slept until 6.30.

40 Days to Prelims and 100 to As, approx woots. Life's gonna take a drastic turn soon. And reading rooms' reopened! Hurrah! Means can night mug in a good place again! yayayayalalalalalayalayala

Two songs. First is the nice sad song that I should've shown last time n missed.


From Gensoumaden Saiyuki.

Second is a song from TANK's latest album. Some stick insect told me he don't like TANK cause it's war-like -.-. Lol I wonder why the name, but anyways his songs are cool, slightly like Jay Chou in some places.


如果只能在黑暗中遇见你,那我宁愿全世界都停电。
如果只能在梦中看到你,那,我宁愿永远不苏醒。

如果,你的轨迹与我隔离,我会每一日插下路牌寻找你。
我的倔强,我的愚昧,但是就是难以放弃你。

只要你能愉快

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Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Feels so Alone today. So tired. So tired. It's not the first time I guess. I think my blog and my performance in school are quite the opposite eh haha. Should've been born a Pices. People complain about how difficult their live is, how they have poor jobs, how they have poor material wealth, how they have poor this poor that. I feel like complaining too, but I know I am too lucky for that. But I simply hated the competition, the results, the portfolio, the scholarships, the universities..what are we chionging our brains off for?????????????? A better future? Bigger houses bigger cars? Essentially that's what a good degree promises us. It's tempting.

But I just wanted some love and trust, alittle bit of care for others and just alittle bit of self-sacrifice from my close ones.

Just alittle bit of thinking about how other people might feel before we do something, just alittle bit of love for others instead of our own selfish natures.

So thanks to anyone who's been nice to me in one way or another. And to those of you whose lives are revolved only around YOURSELF, which university YOU will go to, which job YOU wanna get, which life YOU wanna lead, think abit wider.

Thanks Xia n Miao for helping Xiao Yang out on his SL project; it's damn helpful, especially when I am stressed out by the CSC LunWen.

One of my earliet and favorite all time Anime songs

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Monday, July 20, 2009

Was browsing through my old handphone stuff and found a link to this.



I just wanna hold to you close, feel your heart so close to mine
And we'll stay in this momoent for the the rest of time.

Don't wanna close my eyes, don't wanna fall asleep cause I miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

So sad, yet so beautiful. It's weird isnt it? You can't seem to get enough of a person you love. Why? Why? Maybe it's because he/she's attracted you in such a sense it's intruguing; you wanna be a part of each other maybe.

Hectic week continues, and I think it'll be so for the rest of the 100+ days to As.

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Sometimes I hate my heart. It just doesnt stop being nice people who obviously don't deserve it and acts selfishly. On the other hand, some people do and that's great =D. Makes my day.

These few days have been HECTIC. Zzz, but JC's always been so hectic I don't know whether there's much difference or not. Have to rush out my LunWen by this weekend, handle X-site project as the leader (though there's no theoratical leader as said by some bang-shit), catch up with my work together after I caught a flu.. and try to buck up my other subjects.

Today's scholarship day, and from what I hear prelims just as important as A levels, if not more, cause it gives you a definite advantage over the process of scholarship application. I wonder if I will become a heartless idiot who mugs for my own future and ignores other people. I hope not. =S. But the pressure's great, especially when you're not from a well to do family (not at all) and needs a good career and has high hopes. Gosh I really need to improve my English Lit and GP should start my consultation asap.

Whichever the case people, rmb to pray and have faith.

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Sunday, July 12, 2009

Hallelujah,

85 cents worth of happiness. How much can 85 cents buy you?

Thank the lord! These two days have been really fruitfull. Thank you loads Pastor Nick! Thanks foe the two people whose path I seek to walk in the near future too!

Some dreams just come true ^^

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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

Just wanna share a damn nice oldie.



Tonight the music seems so loud,
I wish that I could lose this crowd,
Babe, it's better this way
We hurt each other with the things we want to say (Actually I'd shuddap and let the other party vent haha >.<)
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But no one's gonna dance with me.

Never gonna Dance Again.

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Saturday, July 04, 2009

Guess I did found something to write lol.

Read through ZB's latest blog post about Make-Ups. Human Transformers.

In terms of using a Literary Way of putting things, with regard to Homo Sapiens, what do you think about Appearances V.S Reality?

In ZB's blog he showed quite some cases of not so pretty girls turning into very visually attractive ones via Make-up, and he concluded that the World is full of masks and facades. How does one define beauty? How to draw a line between a mask and an effort to look tidy and presentable?

It's impossible to define.


Someone once told me humans are 70% makeup 30% true colors. I think as humans, we are never immune to how visual appearances can affect our judgement. Lie to yourself for all you want that you can judge people well or not (especially those who said "oh I am a shrewd judge of other ppl's character -.-) , but I think in reality nobody can judge anybody else really well. We just have to try to understand one another. It is very very difficult to judge a person purely by his or her personality unless you know that person very well, and appearances take up most of th empty space. Sometimes appearances on the whole do really suggest something about a peron. If someone bothers to make himself or herself look neater, nicer, tidier, it just shows that that person has self-respect or discipline or simply hopes to make other people feel more pleasant when they socialize. A dishevelled guy I once saw straightaway gave me the impression that he can't be bothered about himself and that's why when we go to interviews or when we meet up with people we deem as important or when we dress up for important occassions, we try to look out best, and I believe there's nothing wrong with that. Looks are something at times.

But then nothing should be taken to the extreme, isnt it. What ZB probably meant would be those not so pretty people going to extremes and taking up loads of efforts just for the sake of looking pretty without an aim, or simply wanting attention. Yucks, eh. I think everybody needs other people's attention sometime or another, but how we do it will decide on whether we get it or not, maybe. I have made some pretty dumb mistakes and I think I still will lol, so I think those people who try so hard to look pretty have their understandable sides, and I feel some compassion for them.

So guys, what would YOU look for in a girlfriend, when the truth is those Beautiful Celebrities and Girls walking on the streets are actuallly no different from most other girls except for the fact that they spend more money on eyeshadows and peach-colored base tones?

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>.< Damn long never posted. Zz. Yesterday was Maths paper. KILLER!!!! Weird questions all over the place. Ack.

After the paper slacked abit, and people just left in their own groups for their own stuffs... and Me and Xia just slacked about the place, chatting, then went over to Mad Jack to try their Tallest Burger in Town, Blue Mountain. Apparently this Chain of Western Food restuarants has alittle fame, cause I got a picture of the burger, but it seems like I can't upload it >.<; shall do it sometime later.

The burger was quite big, about 1.5 to 2 Big Mac's size, and the taste owns all of Macdonald's burgers upside down inside out, and one of em' stuffed me till I almost couldn't breathe XD. Studetns get a discount!!!! HAHAHA So it's still not too expensive. Saw Mr. Teh and Mr. Quek there having lunch too. Guess school canteen's just HORRIBLE to no ends. Gotta think of a way to survive the remaining few months.

After lunch wenta play LAN for awhile, then went home. Originally wanted to strat my CSC LunWen but ended up playing WAKA-WAKA and tyco got an All-Time highscore. lol. Gosh maybe if I cannot start by tmr I'll go somewhere and shut myself up again.

Like many ppl, I am feeling alittle bit of daze after blocks are almost over. Confusion. Should I mug anot? Maybe I'll try writing a tune ^^

Hmm, tmr's Church. If I got anything interesting to write anytime I'll put it up.

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