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Sunday, November 14, 2010

Funny how sometimes time doesn't make a difference. How as I grew older I find harder and harder to believe in Fairy Tale endings, Heroes and real Love and Trust. Sometimes I just wish everything would be different, wish so hard that I would not have done some things it gets me stuck in the past.

About 10 months into NS I am slowly getting okay with the routine, but I'll never appreciate it, at least not now. Need to start saving up since my combat pay is gone now argh haha.

I wish I could be less stupid, could see God's plans, I wish I can go back to last year this time even if it means I have to go through NS all over again. I should stop dreaming.

I'll go back to December turn it round and change my own mind.

Blogged @ 10:07 PM
Always, waiting. -